My Cody....The holidays are over. It has been a tough few months. We lost your friend and Moira's niece, Meghan a few months ago. I think of her family going through the loss. I know you both found each other because you both came to me in a dream. I need to start writing them all down.
There is not a single day that I do not think of you or say your name. I think of you every second. I see all the signs and I know you are with me. It just isn't enough. I just shake my head. I cannot believe you are gone and it is has been so long. Casey is back with me and we talk of you often. We know there are times when we both feel your presence. It breaks my heart for Casey too. I know he misses you just as much. He wants to get his other arm tattooed in your memory. I cannot wait to see that. I know you are as proud of him as I am. He is now an EMT and he loves helping others like I do.
Life is strange. It is not fair. I would give anything to have you back. Anything. Miss you always, Cody.
Love,
Mom
