February 27, 2017

I do not know how life goes on with a piece of it missing.  Losing a child is the worst thing like has. I think of my son every minute.  I just shake my head.  I cannot wrap my head around all of it.  It is all so unreal.  I expect him to be home when I get home.  I feel like I need to go in his room to see him sleeping.  I feel him all around.  It is all I have.  He is my angel.  I just wish he was here.  Childhood cancer is a beast.  Cody fought for so long and I feel like it was all a waste.  He usually felt something from the cancer and never had a normal life once he was diagnosed.  I wish I could see him.  I miss my son.