Monday, May 25, 2015

May 25, 2015

Casey was here this weekend along with my brother.  It was great to have them here.  It is also very sad.  We talked a lot about Cody.  He would have had a good time with us.  I miss him terribly.  I also have Casey's dog so that makes 3 for me.  Hoping they all will eventually get along.  Keeps me busy and helping my son while he is away.
We went to Buffalo Wild Wings last night.  That was my first time back there.  Cody loved it there.  It was sad without him.
Thanks to all those that served and continue to support us here.  I was glad my soldier was home.  Miss him already.

Monday, May 18, 2015

May 18, 2015

I cannot believe it has been 5 months since my son was here with me.  Unreal.

Sunday, May 10, 2015

May 10, 2015

Mother's Day…I have one son that lives in Georgia and one son that is in heaven.  My heart hurts each time I think I might have to say this.
I miss them both.  Casey called this morning and then wrote something beautiful on Facebook.  We are all hurting for sure.  I am hoping he can get a weekend to come up.
My brother is coming in 2 weeks for his birthday.  I am looking forward to that.  I need to see him too.
I hope everyone enjoyed their day.  I chose to stay alone today.  Thank you for all the invites.  That truly means a lot to me.  Thank you for the flowers, cards, visits, phone calls, texts and fb shout outs.  I am so lucky to have all of you.
This past week my dryer caught on fire.  I was home and smelled the smoke.  I called 911 and got out safely.  I knew it had smoldered but was not sure it actually caught fire until it was moved out.My friend helped and got it out for me.  We found a burned $20 and a burned $1.  There's my 21 from my son and he loved playing 21.  He was definitely making sure I was safe.  The signs from Cody help but makes me miss him more, if that is possible.
Love you, Casey and Cody.  Thanks for allowing me to be your mom.  XOXOX

Friday, May 1, 2015

May 1, 2105

It was a tough week but Monday was beautiful.  We had a nice showing at Cody's birthday balloon launch.  I am happy about that and loved seeing everyone and their families.  Each and every child there are beauties.  So thankful to have all of you.  Thanks for your help and for remembering my son.  I miss him so much and cannot wait until we are reunited again.  Love you, Cody.
Tomorrow marks one year since my mom passed.  It is crazy how fast time goes by.  I know she went first so she could be there for Cody and to show him around.  I am glad they are together.  I miss you, mom but I know in my heart, you would not have been able to handle this so you went first.  Thanks for taking care of Cody. Love you, Mom.