Monday, July 29, 2013

July 29, 2013

Frustrating...I wish I had something to report.  We went in for blood work and to meet the drs.  His counts are still low which is expected.  The team of drs, pathologists, the bone marrow team, the surgery team and the tumor board  and everyone are meeting tomorrow at 2 to discuss Cody and hopefully figure out a plan.  We are going to get a call in the afternoon.  We saw a new dr today so it is hard to read everyone.  Cody is still neutropenic so he is not too happy about that.  Home cooking...again.  And he loves to eat out!
Once again, I need to say thank you to my beautiful friends, near and far.  I am truly touched and blessed by all the support.  I cry every time I read something or hear a phone message.  I am blessed that way.
Casey and Nicole are home safely.  I miss them already.  Cody says he feels lazy today which I think means he is feeling depressed.  It was hard to say goodbye but I am certain I will get them back here.
Cody is getting frustrated and angry I think.  Of course I get to be the recipient of that.  We had a heart to heart today and he saw me upset and I let him know that I am scared.  I told him he has no idea how many people care about it and are praying for him.  He seems to think he can do some of this alone and I know he can. But there are limitations.  I get that and will work with him.
I will post tomorrow when I hear something...here are a few pictures from last night...


4 comments:

  1. Mary,

    I understand your fear and hope that once again (and very soon) Cody will kick fear and cancer's ass again! Waiting and wondering are so difficult under everyday circumstances and yours are far from that. Focus on healing and loving that boy, that's the only advice I have to offer. Tyler loved to cook, maybe you and Cody can plan meals and make them together?

    xoxo,
    Diane

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    1. Hi..we are doing a little cooking but he is pretty wiped out from anything..
      Thank you for your words...I am doing my best..xoxoxoxo
      Mary

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  2. Hi. Ive been keeping up and praying every day. I wish there was more I could do

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