July 10, 2013

First I need to say thank you to my great friend, Corinne Short for setting up the online fundraiser.  I am so lucky to have such great friends and family to be there for us through this.  

I think it is hitting Cody in spurts.  He will have his moments I know.  I will be there. 

Next to Cody's treatment and well being, I am worried about my job.  I will figure it out and it will work but it is added stress.  Spoke to my family last night and we are trying to figure out a way to get everyone to take turns flying up to help.  I know I have everyone here too but it is hard when you have a 20 year old.  Not sure how his body is going to be so we will just have to see.  

On the way home yesterday, we were trying to think of things to occupy the time.  He suggested seeing Blue Man Group again.  He is a drummer so this is right up his alley. He has been trying to get with Meghan, Moira's niece that just battled her own cancer and so we invited them and we are going tonight! That will keep us busy for today, something to look forward to.

Tomorrow night is the hockey prospect game and he has invited his friend to go and we will see some other friends there.  He has scans all day tomorrow so we will go after that.  

Still not sure if he is going away to see Savannah.  Also have to see if the drs will let him fly alone.  I am not too keen on it but he is an adult.  (In my eyes, he is still my baby.)

Trying to wrap my head around this and remain positive for his sake.  It has to be affecting him and there will be those times.  I keep questioning this and know there was a misdiagnosis.  Kills me.  

So much to sort through.  One day at a time....