July 11,2010

Sunday-Today we hung out and waited to watch the soccer game. Cody actually had a bet with my dad and my brother and lost both of them. He ate Subway and a few snacks today. All was going well until his back started spasming. It is so hard to watch him in pain and breaks my heart. All I keep thinking is how is he going to get on a plane if this all works out for Thursday? I would rather drive at this point. He does not understand and all he wants to do is see Casey. I do too. It is really hard on me. We got all things worked out for tomorrow and we are going to NYU. We will see our leukemia dr that we have not seen in a long time, since before transplant. And we will go see the pediatric gastro dr. I am not sure what she will say but we will go from there. And we will see if we are going and then we will wait for Tuesday's call from Casey. I hope it all works out. So stressful and a tough start to the week already. I keep wondering how I am supposed to go back to work too...stress.