Cody did well all week. His counts are slowing recovering. Chemo was planned for today. Cody is upset and worried and they want it to be less again so that makes him scared, I know. I will continue to offer support to him as I always do.
I ended up flying to Florida Friday night. My mom was rushed back to the ICU. She was delirious and filling up with fluids. Her sisters were there with my brother and sister in law. They were able to get some fluid out but as her nurse said she is "losing the battle".
I saw her and spent some time with her and we talked with her to make sure she knows what is going on to the best of her ability. We found the nursing home and she is supposed to be going there as I am writing. She is deteriorating today. My brother said she looks tired and the fluid is building up again. It was hard saying goodbye and seeing her suffering. My brother is doing a great job and is by her side and doing everything she says. My sister in law is a huge help too. I pray she goes peacefully and that she does not have to suffer anymore. She is so uncomfortable.
I will update again tomorrow...
Oh Mary. How awful. I will pray hard for your mother to pass quickly and peacefully. I just can't imagine all that you are going through. I am thinking of you and praying for you all the time. Love and prayers to Cody too, of course. <3
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