February 20, 2009

Saturday-SO good to be home. We had a good night and a pretty good day. The nurse was here and Cody's finger from nervous biting, became infected. I called into Sloan and our NP told her to go ahead and poke it with a needle. Now I am pretty sure we have all done that at one time or another but it poses a bigger threat to Cody. I know I have done and it is painful. So we got through that and did lots of soaking and started another antibiotic. It seems much better tonight and I will look at it again in the morning. We took a walk next door and talked to the guy across the street and congratulated him on his new baby boy! We hung out today and Cody jammed on his drums with some southern rock going and he sounded really good. He always laughs at me when I dance and sing while he plays. It is pretty comical.

We both decided to take a nap and I talked him into going upstairs to my bed. Ahhh. It feels like cotton to me. We are going to sleep up there tonight. I cannot wait!

We got our Xena back (Luv you Lots, Moira!!) and she seemed happy to be here. She is snoring as we speak. We will get Jazzy tomorrow.

It was kinda an emotional one for me, just trying to sort out my life. This has been so consuming and I think I am going to find someone to talk to, professionally. I seem to be anxious about certain things lately and it gets tough.

Cody must have felt the anxiety and I know he saw the tears. Tonight we were watching "The Hangover". Cody took my hand and told me he loved me so much and thanked me for all that I do for him. Amazing is all I can say. He is truly amazing and a very special young man.

So I am going to bed early myself to just sink into my bed. Hope everyone got out and enjoyed a bit of the sun today. It was beautiful out. Time for the white stuff to just disappear. Nite all!