It doesn't seem real.
I am trying to figure out what to do.
Do I stay home? Do I get out? Always come home and it's heartbreaking to walk through the door. Cody loved this house and it is so quiet. There are signs of Cody all around. Tonight I pulled up behind a car and the sticker simply said "F**k Cancer". Yep, that says it all.
I just want to say thank you to all of you for keeping up with all this and for all the outpour of non stop support. I am not sure how much more I will write here but will update periodically. There is a long painful road ahead. I will do my best, especially for Casey and we will get through. Love you all.
Continue to pray for all of us and include Cody. We need him to watch over all of us. Thank you.
IF staying home finds you comfort then do just that...if going out some days with friends is what you need then choose that. Cody is watching over you! It's time for you to take care of "you" now. ❤️You have done so much ! Take care of yourself !
ReplyDeleteYou do whatever you want to do from one day and one moment to the next. I found comfort in the house more than out; the fact that the world and life continues when you want to scream to make it stop is unbearable. We are all in your corner whenever you need the support, a hug or someone to talk to. You are remarkable and strong even though you may not feel that way.
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