So thankful for this weekend at home with my son. He loves his hockey and football so we watched that. The dogs were right by our sides. He was quiet and on the couch all weekend so thinking he is not feeling so great either.
Last night, Cody did tell me about the chest pain. I was able to reach out to our friend and NP from Sloan today and she thinks it could be fluid in his lungs from the tumors. Not sure if that will change any biopsy plan (not sure about anesthesia) or if there will now be scans. I am getting anxious and more nervous but the minute. He gets mad at me if I ask him about his health, I know this is his frustration and worry and I get all that. I really want to get to the drs so we can talk to him. We are hoping he can start the chemo once we know what his platelets are.
I wish this was not happening. Sometimes I feel numb. I do not know what to do with myself. I just try to keep busy and to keep him happy and fed. (Made more chicken soup last night and he is eating it all!)
Keep praying…for a miracle.
Sending healing thoughts to Cody, love to you both. Hoping for positive action and help to clear his lungs and cure him again!
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Diane