March 6, 2011

Sunday-Crazy weekend, ups and downs. We had the hockey game yesterday and it was fun. We always have a good time there. The weather was nice so Cody was out helping his uncle work on his car again in the morning.

I had a dinner date and it was great. I enjoyed myself and all in great company! Stayed out till 12 which was a first for me, at least in the past 2 years.

Today was the down side. We did not go to the hockey game. Cody said he could not sit through the game knowing we were going to the wake afterwards. So we went early today and drove to Yonkers. Cody drove the whole way too. There was a line to get in to see Ralph and I tried to prepare Cody but as soon as we turned to get into the room, there he was. His brothers were up there and they were so upset, understandably so. Ralph's mom was so glad to see us and a cousin came up to see Cody. We walked closer and one of Ralph's brothers took Cody in his arms and was giving him this huge pep talk. It broke my heart. Cody stood there and did not say a word just stared at Ralph. It was the first time he saw a body. Ralph's dad saw Cody and lost it too. It was really hard. We did not stay long, it was crowded and uncomfortable for Cody. It was raining when we left and the walk back to the car was kinda nice. It was a quiet ride home but we are glad we went. My prayers go out to his family. I do not know how you go on without someone missing. Cody always checked for Ralph when we went to the hospital. He will missed and the peace is knowing that he is not suffering anymore.

Say a prayer for Casey. I am pretty sure he is leaving tomorrow to head overseas. I miss him already and pray for his safe return.