So it has been 11 long months without my son. I am speechless. There are no words. I listened to my good friend Sue and she suggested to try to do something positive to happy on the 18th. So we had the HHH First Annual Super Hero Day in honor of our hometown hero, Cody. I was so touched and amazed at the district turnout. I am so lucky to be a part of HHH. I know Cody is proud too.
I miss him so very much and just cannot fathom how time just keeps going without him. I get all the signs, but would give anything to have him back. I am counting the days until Casey gets here. I miss him too and pray for his safe return home. I worry about his feelings and emotions too. Cody is missed by so many. Thank you, HHH for your support and compassion, thanks to my family for always being there and thanks to my dear friends that have become my family here in NY. I would not be able to get through this alone. Love you all!!!
I keep looking for a book or poem that expresses just what you write about: the passage of time. So far, I haven't found one that resonates for me. I am glad you have support all around you. I hope you find ways to be happy at times through the holiday season. Believe me, I know how very hard it is. Sending a hug to you,
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I know you know, Diane…it is so awful. I do not know how we get through but we do. I chose to stay home for Thanksgiving and Casey will be here for Christmas so that is good, we can be together.
ReplyDeleteMy friends, like you, are amazing!! Thank you.