I miss my son. We got through Christmas and I am so glad Casey is here. Somehow we get through. I feel like I do not want to do the things we did with Cody and that is why I did not put a tree up. I feel Casey's pain and I am trying to be strong for him. He looks through Cody's things and he even played his drums yesterday. He listened to the psychic reading I had that was recorded. I really love having him here. It feels like I have life back in my house. Even with the three dogs here, it is just nice to see the light on in Cody's room. We have been visiting friends and I am grateful for every one of them. Tonight we are going to an Islanders game. It is my first one since Cody has been gone. Again, I do it for Casey. I am glad, in a way, that is it not at the coliseum. Lots of memories there and I think it would be hard to go. We are going to go see Josh Bailey after the game. I framed a picture of he and Cody and will give it to him. I see him wearing Cody's bracelet and it warms my heart.
Casey extended his trip to stay this week. It is so nice to have him here. He is seeing a new girl, one that I connected him to. (I think that is why he is staying longer although I can think it is for me!)
Thank you all again, and always, for your continued love and support. I am lucky to have all of you in my life.
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