Another school year begins…and you are not here. I miss everything with you and everything about you. My hearts hurts. Yes, I get through each day but it is hard. I FaceTime with Casey and I see him wearing your shirts or an Islanders shirt and I know that is his way of being close to you. I sit in your room and I touch your urn, that is when I feel closest to you.
Missing you but I know you are there and you are watching over me. This I know…..Love you, Cody.
My heart hurts reading your sweet words. There are times when grief is so heavy that it seems impossible to keep breathing. Music and places effect me more than dates. How to understand that life continues when the worst thing imaginable has happened is learned just by putting one foot in front of the other. My heart to yours. XOXO
ReplyDeleteI hear you…it is so painful. Casey asked me tonight if I did anything to Cody's room and I have not. Just can't. Everything is the same. Time….I hope.
ReplyDeleteWork keeps me busy but not the same coming home. It is so hard…xoxoxoxo