Mother's Day…I have one son that lives in Georgia and one son that is in heaven. My heart hurts each time I think I might have to say this.
I miss them both. Casey called this morning and then wrote something beautiful on Facebook. We are all hurting for sure. I am hoping he can get a weekend to come up.
My brother is coming in 2 weeks for his birthday. I am looking forward to that. I need to see him too.
I hope everyone enjoyed their day. I chose to stay alone today. Thank you for all the invites. That truly means a lot to me. Thank you for the flowers, cards, visits, phone calls, texts and fb shout outs. I am so lucky to have all of you.
This past week my dryer caught on fire. I was home and smelled the smoke. I called 911 and got out safely. I knew it had smoldered but was not sure it actually caught fire until it was moved out.My friend helped and got it out for me. We found a burned $20 and a burned $1. There's my 21 from my son and he loved playing 21. He was definitely making sure I was safe. The signs from Cody help but makes me miss him more, if that is possible.
Love you, Casey and Cody. Thanks for allowing me to be your mom. XOXOX
Wow! Holidays are best spent at home somehow. Being with intact families is painful no matter how much you are loved by them. I am so glad you are safe and that you were home to smell the smoke! That's one hell of a sign, no? I wish I saw signs or perhaps I don't know they are there. I wonder how I can start to find them. I hear music a lot and that could be but how do we know? XOXO I think you are amazing!
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