Sunday-7 weeks and 3 days…I cannot believe it has been this long and yet time just creeps along.
I do not know how life goes on, but it does. I am getting cards and notes and letters from friends telling me great stories about Cody and how he touched their lives. I love reading those. Friends are still donating to foundations. The Make a Wish lady that was here with Cody checked in and I had to tell her. She is the sweetest lady. At 88, I was nervous to tell her. A few days later, I get a card and she donated to Make a Wish in Cody's name. So touched. Every day.
I am seeing signs and symbols. I know you are watching over me, Cody. I hope you are there for your brother too. I miss him too.
My heart continues to ache every single minute. One day closer…..
Mary,
ReplyDeleteTimes flies and stands still at the same time but I don't know how or why that is. The outpouring of love you feel from everyone who met Cody is fantastic yet it doesn't make up for your loss. I am glad you see signs; sometimes we thought we did, too but I don't have the faith you do which I hope is some consolation? I think of you, Cody, Casey and Nicole and send hugs and love.
Diane
Thank you, Diane…I have not forgotten about getting together. Just trying to get my bearings here. Nothing makes sense and I don't have a daily plan other than work. I will def be in touch. Going to see my family in FL next week. Hard to get excited about much but I will be with them. XOXOXOXO
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