Monday, April 27, 2015

April 27, 2015

Not sure how this all happens…no more birthdays here on earth.  We will send messages on balloons to my son today.  Happy Birthday in heaven, Cody..forever 21 here but today you would be 22.
Miss you and love you always.

Sunday, April 26, 2015

April 26, 2015

Missing my son.  Tomorrow is Cody's birthday.  He would be 22.  We are a week apart and celebrated all week, just another part to us being so connected.
I miss my son.

Monday, April 20, 2015

April 20th, 2015

Tough week for sure…4 months feels like forever.  Guess this is normal.

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

April 8, 2015

The few days with Casey was good but we missed your presence.  He chose a picture of you to have and it is the same one I got made for a new necklace that I have not seen yet.  Our hearts are broken, crushed and full of pain.  I see it in Casey.  It is not right.  But…life goes on, somehow, some way.


Thursday, April 2, 2015

April 2, 2015

Guess April is making me sad.  Understood.
Today I am going to see Casey for the weekend for Easter.  Cody should be with me.  I cannot wrap my head around the big picture.  Probably  never will.
Enjoy the time with your family.  It is all that matters.  XOXOXO

Monday, March 23, 2015

March 23, 2015

Missing you..spoke to a psychic yesterday, by chance but we were meant to connect..long story..I was glad you came through.  I am happy you are with those that you found.  I know you are in my heart, always.  
Casey was here for a short weekend.  I miss him too.  He seems happy and I will be visiting him for Easter.  It is all so hard without you here.

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

March 18, 2015

Three months and life goes on…without my son.  So heartbreaking...