I miss my son. He always helped me with back to school stuff. It is a new school year and he is not here. My heart hurts. I pray that Cody keeps a close watch over Casey through the upcoming months.
Thank you, Cody, for bringing some light into this dark world…I know you had something to do with all this.
Sunday, August 30, 2015
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
August 18/19, 2015
Dear Cody,
I look at pictures, I see all of your things here, your dogs, your clothes, your shoes, your room and I look for you…I know I see signs, I hear you and I feel you. I know you are with me and I thank you for watching over me. I know I have you to thank for the good thing that is happening. I was at Corinne's yesterday with the kids and great friends and Corinne and I saw that huge butterfly…I know you were there. My heart continues to hurt and I am sure it always will..the tears flow every day.
8 months is so long. Other the other hand, I am so thankful no one forgets you. I see your pictures at other's houses. I see people wearing your shirts. I see your bracelets everywhere. Just on Monday, Coach Carcone called to tell me about the ribbon he is putting on the shirts in memory of you. So touching. I will be at the games to be there for you.
Please watch over your brother. I know he misses you.
I love you, Cody….xoxoxoxox
Mom
I look at pictures, I see all of your things here, your dogs, your clothes, your shoes, your room and I look for you…I know I see signs, I hear you and I feel you. I know you are with me and I thank you for watching over me. I know I have you to thank for the good thing that is happening. I was at Corinne's yesterday with the kids and great friends and Corinne and I saw that huge butterfly…I know you were there. My heart continues to hurt and I am sure it always will..the tears flow every day.
8 months is so long. Other the other hand, I am so thankful no one forgets you. I see your pictures at other's houses. I see people wearing your shirts. I see your bracelets everywhere. Just on Monday, Coach Carcone called to tell me about the ribbon he is putting on the shirts in memory of you. So touching. I will be at the games to be there for you.
Please watch over your brother. I know he misses you.
I love you, Cody….xoxoxoxox
Mom
Saturday, July 18, 2015
Thursday, July 2, 2015
July 2, 2015
I was cleaning out a drawer yesterday and found some old pictures. My heart is so broken…miss you.
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
Sunday, June 21, 2015
June 21, 2015
What an emotional week. I cannot wrap my head around this. You have been gone 6 months and 3 days. Unreal. I am numb.
I am doing everything I can to keep you close to my heart. I miss you terribly.
Thank you for all the signs. But then again, I know you are with me. I love you, Cody.
Sunday, June 7, 2015
June 7, 2015
So this past week would have been 6 years since you had your re-birthday, the stem cell transplant. We always celebrated, you and me. I miss you.
I am so touched by those that continue to keep you in their thoughts. Your friend Jimmy is making shirts for the soccer team they are calling COLOU. It is for the Scarpati tournament that you always volunteered for. They are doing a page in the journal for you. I wrote it up and they attached a picture. So sweet.
The hospice nurse that you never got to talk to invited me to dinner this week. She is so sweet. She is reaching out and always kept in touch. You brought us together.
I miss you more than words can ever say. I love you.
I am so touched by those that continue to keep you in their thoughts. Your friend Jimmy is making shirts for the soccer team they are calling COLOU. It is for the Scarpati tournament that you always volunteered for. They are doing a page in the journal for you. I wrote it up and they attached a picture. So sweet.
The hospice nurse that you never got to talk to invited me to dinner this week. She is so sweet. She is reaching out and always kept in touch. You brought us together.
I miss you more than words can ever say. I love you.
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