February 14, 2015

Just read the post from last year…
I was very worried about my mom and about Cody.
KFC for Valentine's seemed so meaningless…what I wouldn't give to be doing that tonight…with Cody.
Glad Casey is here and spending time with his girlfriend.
Life changes in an instant…love on those that you have.  You never know when it is the last time…don't like saying that but it is life, unfortunately.  Crazy world and just doesn't seem like a good one these days.  I am thankful for those around me and for my family and friends.  That's what keeps me going.
One day closer, Cody…one day closer.
Enjoy the rest of the day…xoxoxo

February 8, 2014

Sunday-7 weeks and 3 days…I cannot believe it has  been this long and yet time just creeps along.
I do not know how life goes on, but it does.  I am getting cards and notes and letters from friends telling me great stories about Cody and how he touched their lives.  I love reading those.  Friends are still donating to foundations.  The Make a Wish lady that was here with Cody checked in and I had to tell her.  She is the sweetest lady. At 88, I was nervous to tell her.  A few days later, I get a card and she donated to Make a Wish in Cody's name.  So touched.  Every day.
I am seeing signs and symbols.  I know you are watching over me, Cody.  I hope you are there for your brother too.  I miss him too.
My heart continues to ache every single minute.  One day closer…..

Jan. 25, 2015

I know how much Cody would love knowing that this snow is coming...

Jan. 18, 2015

I miss my son.

Jan. 15, 2015

It's 4 weeks since I felt the warmth and heart of my son. Feels like forever. I miss you, Cody and I love you.

January 8, 2015

Three weeks without Cody and it feels like so long.  Time…..

Jan. 1, 2015

It's been 2 weeks and it feels like forever….miss you, my boy.